Khloe Kardashian Opens Up About Ex Lamar Odom: “I Miss Him Every Day”

Complex cover girl Khloe Kardashian opened up to the mag in its August/September issue about her relationship with her estranged husband, Lamar Odom.

She said, “I talked to Lamar this morning. I talk to Lamar as often as I can, which is inconsistent, but not on my terms.”

The couple split in 2013, but Khloe told Complex she fought hard for their marriage: “When you genuinely feel like that was the right relationship, you’re supposed to give it all you can. That’s what marriage is about. It’s not, ‘Let’s see if it works, if not we always have divorce.’ I am not one of those girls. You took a vow before God and you’re supposed to abide by that.”

She also said, “Oh my god, I miss him every day. I miss what we had—things we got to do together are just memories. I like looking back and holding on to that stuff. I definitely miss it, and there’s times I’ll get so sentimental and so sad, but this had to happen for some reason. I’ll figure it out over time, someone will give me that answer eventually. I think it would be very f—ing weird if I didn’t miss it.”